2006年8月18日星期五

do u understand??

when u treat ppl nice, ppl not appreciate..
when u treat ppl bad, ppl say u r bad...
u wan to be good or bad??



when ppl treat u nice, actuali expect u to repay them..
then u stil wan them to be nice to u??



if u love the fren, u will automatically treat the fren nice..
but nvr think of how they can repay u..
tat's call frenship..



true frens, no need have frequent contact..
no need say evrything so clear..
but..
they wil know wat u r thinking..
basic politeness still hav to maintain..
"plz" , "thanks" are needed..
some ppl will forget all the politeness after they become ur good fren..
n
tat will lead to a broken frenship..
do u wan broken frenship? or forever frenship?
think twice..

2006年5月24日星期三

Tioman Trip

Tioman Trip..



nice trip..



MeMorable Trip..



beautiful coral and fish..



wonderful seaview..



joyful frens..



funny guide..



delicious seafood..



relaxing..



enjoyable..

~TraiNing~

yeah~~finali finish 5-month training lo~~yeah! yeah! yeah!

a lot of things happen during this 5 months...hard to digest..sad, happy, frustrated......all i have experienced....finali understand the real life..not evrybody understand you and you may not understand them also..its hard!!sometimes feel wan to cry..cry to relax..cry to express my bad feeling..cry to...

i'm good??bad??you all wrong.. actually i'm not as good as you all said. bad communications...bad temper..yes, i admit..i hav a lot of things in my mind..but i think it would be better for all when i keep it but not let you all know...

a lot of things i cant understand...a lot of things i cannot control...i cannot handle..i cannot manage..how should i do??

training makes me better in skills but also giv me  chance to face the reality..people are different..you and me are different..he and she are different..nobody is the same...i cant make all ppl like me ..if you do not, sorry, i cant do anything..that's me..i'm who i'm.....

ppl unfair to me..its ok..nvm..but i'll unfair to you one day later...i cant understand..y decision can be made without discussion??!!!!!!its unfair!!!!!!i'm some kind of ppl tat will remember all bad things you did to me..i know tis is not good..but i cant control myself...sometimes i hate myself also.....................

training..good n bad..no matter how, its over...........................................nightmare is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!